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Behind Our Wall of Fear (L.S)

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Username: HarrysLifesDream

Name: Harry Styles

Password: **********

About me: 

This is Harry Styles, believe me or not, and I created this account so I can share with you my lifes dream.

My dream is to be happy.

My dream is to be in love.

My dream is to be myself.

I will only have one story posted on here, and that will be the story of how I wish my life could be. It's my hopes for the future, and basically the imaginary life I know I will never have.

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Bound Truths by eme1se

~Looking over his eighth-floor balcony at the labyrinth of the London city slipping deep and far below, Louis Tomlinson couldn't help but think about jumping off.~ Louis Tomlinson shouldn't have found a troubled stranger so alluring. Tatooed with deep rooted trauma, Harry Styles was frustratingly cryptic and reserved, with a concrete intention to only address his past once parts flaked away like peeling paint. Louis should have found Harry a burden he didn't deserve to involve himself with. Yet, through sleepwalking episodes and haunted honesty, there really was something just so enticing about him and Louis couldn't turn away. But Harry knew it all along. Louis was forced to discover it himself. The bound truth was: they were simply two star-crossed lovers, destined to fail. ☆ Content Warnings: - Mentions of / Suicide - Self-injury - Mentions of abuse - Graphic scenes

safe haven │ larry stylinson by 1DfriendsLM

You can't make me happy. Those were the exact same words Louis had said over five years ago. Harry could literally see his heart dropping and breaking on the ground. He swallowed and held Louis tighter. "Please, Lou" It was nothing more than a sob at this point. "I'm begging you. Please don't do this. Please" His feet trembled and he couldn't keep himself on his feet anymore. The only thing that held him was his hand on Louis arm. "You promised. Please" "I shouldn't have made that promise in the first place" • Louis had broken Harry's heart five years ago. Within minutes, everything had changed. Not only their relationship had fallen apart. With it One Direction did. Now, five years later in 2020, there will be a world tour on the occasion of 10 years of One Direction. Suddenly the two, who haven't talked a word for five years, are forced to spend at least six months together. They both have to overcome the past and the problems of the present for a future together. Will Harry forgive Louis? • TRIGGER WARNING. This story contains mature content including smut, suicidal thoughts, self harm, depression and talk of abuse.

Lifeline (A Larry Stylinson Fan-Fiction) by Rebecca1232

Harry and Louis have been best friends since the X-Factor. Ever since One Direction formed and became famous Harry has been struggling to find himself....or the guy he used to be before the fame. He's sick of the hate on twitter. Harry has found a way to relieve his stress and anger...but is it a good way to let it all out? Worst of all he's fallen for his best mate, Louis, but doesn't want to come out as gay. Does Louis feel the same way about Harry? Will Harry be able to keep all of these secrets or will he get caught in a lie? Will he be able to fight the depression? Can Louis fix Harry on his own or will it take all of the boys' help to do so? Update: I originally started writing this book from 2013 to around 2017-ish. I was around 13, so please excuse any errors and such.

Survive [Larry Stylinson] by zeldadirection

"Louis. You're my guardian angel. You saved my life." I say shakily. My voice is unstable and I can't even recognize it anymore. I squeeze his soft warm hand. His eyes scan every inch of my face before gently pushing my curls back. He shakes his head blankly. Unable to pull his stare away from my lips. "No Harry." He says. "You saved mine." ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° After the sudden death of Harrys sister, Gemma, he finds himself on the top of a building in New York. Him, his mom and his horrible stepdad had lived there for the past year. The torture of his depression and recent loss caused Harry to run away from home. His plan was to commit suicide, but as he was standing on the edge of the rooftop a blue eyed guy rescued him. Louis Tomlinson. Harry then refused to return home so Louis offered him shelter. Let's just say that it sure doesn't take long for Harry to fall in love with this stranger that he's now sharing an apartment with. How would Harry have known that this boy would not only save his life, but change it forever? ~All you need to do is survive~

Starry Starry Night by PixieMoon28

"Say something Lou... please. Say something..." "Football and Gay don't go together, Harry. Why can't you understand that I can't give you what you want from me? I... I don't even feel..." he paused. For a fleeting second, I was hopeful. I waited for him to finish the sentence. "I don't feel the same about you, Harry". Louis finally said, his tone mundane. He had his back turned to me so I couldn't read his face when he said this. I wanted to look into his blue eyes when he said this. He's lying. He had to be lying. "Lou please... Look at me, Lou...", I was practically begging him. I felt my chest constrict. I couldn't breathe again. I tried to take deep breaths in, but I couldn't feel air filling up my lungs. "Lou you promised you won't leave... You promised you would always be there for me". Tears were pouring out of my eyes uncontrollably and it blurred my vision. I tried to wipe them off with the back of my hand. I was a mess. When my vision cleared, I could see him starting to walk away. "Don't go Louis. You don't have to love me back, Lou. Just please don't leave. Let's be friends?" A weird prickling feeling was spreading through my body, flowing through my veins. It was numbing my hands, feet, my entire body. I was now on my knees. He was leaving me. My Louis was leaving me. "It hurts Lou. I would rather die than feel this way". ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Harry Styles is spellbound by the blue-eyed football star of Crestwood Academy, Louis Tomlinson. He is happy to finally have found something more entrancing than music and art. Louis Tomlinson finds Harry, the new student, quite intriguing. He's utterly confused with feelings he is sure he has never felt before. The two boys soon become best friends but will they fall truly, madly, deeply in love?

Finally, Always (L.S.) | Larry Stylinson by 1D_larry_obsessed

"That's clearly about you." "Lot, just stop, please." "I'm just saying. Listen to his songs, Lou. He's not over you." I looked at my sister with a bit of annoyance. "Can you drop it, please." ~~~ The one after One Direction goes on hiatus, where Louis and Harry haven't been in touch with each other, but Louis' family makes him question everything when Harry's first album releases. Sorry in advance, English is not my first language, so I'm sure I will make mistakes. I also am a new Larry, so I'm sure I'm not filled in with all the details (although I feel like I did some pretty rough research, lol). Obviously this is all fiction, and not everything will align with the 'real' timelines and happenings. It's not reality... Although I wish that Larry is and will be open one day 🙈 I hope you enjoy! I know I sure enjoy reading Larry fanfics lol.

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I believe in us | l.s. by swiss-1D-direction

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If Only You Knew (Larry Stylinson) by 1Direction4everever

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