Dead And Gone

Things change, people change. And now, I understand this. Everything that happened for a reason and maybe I don't realize it now but I will soon enough. He left on tour and it's only been three weeks. Already the rumors are surfacing. He's been caught in the middle, he's been caught between us, he's been caught with her. Days ago he broke it off with me. The pain is unbearable, it's both emotional and physical. I have no way to deal with this, I have no way of making it go away. I loved him, I love him. He's a part of my heart and will always be until the day I die, maybe, just maybe, he'll come back. I know he won't he seems very happy with his new girlfriend. I hate myself, I'm gullible and what's worse is I thought he was different. I know not that he's not. Not all global superstars are what they appear to be. His name is Harry Styles, and he is the cause of my death.