Still Here With Me

I wonder why I'm still here? I have no one, Haymitch is always passing out, Peeta is in the Capitol thinking I'm a mutt and my mom left me, leaving just a note. I've stopped doing anything it's like I'm frozen in time. I think about the war or should I say rebellion, the lives I took especially my loved ones, especially Peeta.

I see my next door light turn on in someone's room, Peeta's room. We both look at each other, making eye contact but swiftly looking away.

I wonder if he's still here, the Peeta I know, I wonder if he's still here with me...

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