February 10 22:23 a.m. Trying to fix a broken heart is harder than it seems. I've tried to get him to open up to me, but he won't budge. Instead, he finds a way to make me feel like crap, and I'm tired of it! I'd rather be ensconced in the comfort of my bed looking up at the ceiling full of lights, but I have to baby this grown male model who couldn't give two shits about me. I'm just about ready to give up, journal. -H {slow updates}All Rights Reserved