Typical Troublemaker

People perceived me as a joyous person, little did they know I am actually the other way around, that it is just a front I need to pull para itago na mahina at malungkot talaga ako. Bata palang ako sobrang madrama na talaga ang buhay ko to the point na pwede ng ipadala sa MMK, well up until now I guess. But right now, I realised something from the quote that I have read that says "Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional." Oo nga naman, its up to you whether you wanted to down yourself and be fucked up. From then on, I begin to stop caring, stop being the optimistic girl which always sees the good things in everything and stop being the real me. Being the smart arse and a typical troublemaker is the only way I could think of to stop myself from hurting. A defense mechanism it is. ~Chastity Westly Escueta