Typical Troublemaker
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People perceived me as a joyous person, little did they know I am actually the other way around, that it is just a front I need to pull para itago na mahina at malungkot talaga ako. Bata palang ako sobrang madrama na talaga ang buhay ko to the point na pwede ng ipadala sa MMK, well up until now I guess. But right now, I realised something from the quote that I have read that says "Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional." Oo nga naman, its up to you whether you wanted to down yourself and be fucked up. From then on, I begin to stop caring, stop being the optimistic girl which always sees the good things in everything and stop being the real me. Being the smart arse and a typical troublemaker is the only way I could think of to stop myself from hurting. A defense mechanism it is. ~Chastity Westly Escueta
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In life, you don't know if you're always on top. Hindi mo alam kung kailan ka mananalo o matatalo-kung kailan ka paglalaruan ng tadhana. Destiny is our greatest enemy. Parang lahat kasi ng mangyayari sa buhay natin, nakatadha na-at wala kang magagawa kundi tanggapin ito. I have always been on top. All the people I know are proud of me-look up at me because I am good at everything. Pero tama nga silang hindi ka laging nasa taas. Sino bang mag-aakala na isang beses lang akong babagsak pero sobra iyon? Sobra-sobrang nahatak ako sa baba ng malaking trahedya sa buhay ko at hindi ko alam kung paano ako aahon. Mabuti na lang, bumalik siya. Siya ulit. Siya lang ang nag-iisang taong nagmamahal sa akin nang lubos kahit iniwan ko. It's always him. Walang iba.
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