The Certainty Of Mankind (Trigger warning)
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After Brendon Urie loses his mother in a tragic bank robbery, he begins to question the certainty of mankind and all of the unknown. Religion, magic, God. This all stresses him, and this 23 year old with PTSD sinks into a deeper depression than he was before.
Ryan Ross was going though writers block, even though he wasn't writing anything, he just liked to use shitty metaphors for his life. He had been this way ever since his abusive, alcoholic child molester called a father died when he was nineteen. Ryan hated him, and it had been years since his death, but still, he couldn't help but feel empty in a way that he couldn't explain. Then he began to think, what's his point in existing? He began to question the certainty of mankind and all of it's unknown.
Both Ryan and Brendon are put in the hospital after suicide attempts. Pressured into going to support groups, they talk and bond, and question the certainty of mankind together. They hate life, but at least they have each other.
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