"Who else did you expect to be? You're a monster, just like us."
This is a story of a girl, of fighting to find home, belonging & purpose. This is a story of a girl who must pick up the pieces of her memory & sanity to learn who she truly is and is to become.
"I know I don't fit here. This house is not my home. My father is not my family. I didn't belong in the city, but I don't belong here either. I don't know here I belong."
WARNING: there is violence in this book. *stab stab stab* But hey, if you don't like violence, why on Earth are you looking at pasta books?
When Jane Madarang's neighbor Natalie kills herself and leaves behind cryptic instructions, it's up to Jane and her classmates to unearth deadly secrets.
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Natalie Driscoll is dead.
She threw herself out a window and left her neighbor Jane to unravel their town's darkest secrets. Following Natalie's instructions leads Jane to three other high school students who all have something to hide. The four of them must carry out Natalie's final errand while solving the mysteries written in her diary. But the secrets they unearth may be far more dangerous than what they ever imagined.
Content and/or trigger warning: This story contains scenes of suicide, violence and murder that may be triggering for some readers.
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