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Beneath My Skin [BENNODA]
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Last published Tue, Nov 23, 2021
Chester needs to lean himself against someone to keep himself sane - he's relying on another human being to stand with his own feet.
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He was alright when his mother was still alive, but after she was snatched away from him, he ripped apart. He was sent into a strange orphanage home, coping fast with the fact that there are a few peoples who leant him such a care, showing him that no matter what happens, they will always help.
Though he was almost feeling as if he's living a normal life again with his new friends, there was an odd boy that he was roomed with since the very beginning of his adventure at the place who had unexpectedly won his heart, and he was willing to lose everything just to be with him.
But that boy was also broken, probably a bit more due to the bad of his past, and the uncontrollable temper that he has. Things are always difficult, but after all, they'll stop, isn't that the ending of a start?
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