Modern Merlin AU and Mergana fanfiction.
When Camelot fell, only Merlin was left. He was alone and broken. Waiting on a prophecy that failed him. But Arthur has returned. Is Merlin really the same Merlin he left behind?
With every good thing that happens, evil follows closely behind, hoping to catch the stragglers. Morgana is not so eager to let her plans fail this time.
@spencer_reid_who edited this story to ease your reading experience. Go check her out. (Plus she's my sister and is a rly amazing author. Seriously. Go check her out.)
I do not own Merlin.
TW: Drug use, suicidal thoughts, depression. It is mentioned heavily throughout the story even and will probably play a big role in the story's development. The graphic sections are marked and are not essential to read. PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION
I am in no way trying to glorify self harm, drug use and abuse, or suicidal thoughts. These are very serious issues and if you are struggling with it, please get help.
Also, I would not recommend the approach that the characters in this story use when approaching this subject. If you or someone you know are struggling, please contact someone, a hotline, or a trusted adult.
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YESSSSS: I'M BACK. Ok. so, I've finally gotten around to rewriting this. Enjoy the new and improved (?) version. Verrrrry ooc.
After Freya's death Merlin thinks he'll never find love again. But he couldn't be more wrong. As Arthur tries to cheer up his manservant they both discover something. Something that can't happen between them, not with Uther as king. Will their love be more powerful than the fear they feel?
"We look each other in the eyes. I could drown in his blue eyes. I'm getting closer. My heart is racing. I feel warm. My eyes drops to his lips. I need to kiss him. I feel my stomach upside down. He's coming closer too. We're two inches distant. Slowly I place my lips on his. They're really soft and warm. We kiss. It's a gentle kiss. Our lips are synchronized. I grab his face with my hands, bringing him nearer. We keep kissing and when we move away a thought hits me. This can't happen. If my father finds it out, he will kill him. I don't want to hurt Merlin."
Disclaimer: I don't own Merlin, it belongs to the BBC.