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Amnesia || phan

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Little by little, fragments of memories slowly came back to Dan; and slowly, he knew he'd unravel the truth. He didn't know what had happened, why and how it happened to him. He had no one with him, and he wanted nothing more than to just stay away and be illiterate and ignorant from the truth.

The memories soon became a puzzle piece; slowly portraying a deep, dark, sad but inevitable truth. It was too harsh for Dan to take it.

Too, too harsh.All Rights Reserved

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On The Run [phan] by fxckphan

He darkened his hair with the gloves that came with the kit. Running his destructive fingers over his head. How could he be so reckless? Shaking his head as if for a split second he thought that would rid the terrifying thoughts that swam through it. Maybe the dye will kill his thoughts? If only it were that easy. Defeated Phil Lester runs from his past life hoping to find a peaceful new beginning. He is greeted by a quaint coffee shop nestled in the middle of a quiet town constantly plagued by rain. Soon he sets his eye on Dan Howell a young boy with an appetite for poetry and a hand for art. The fire in his eyes is unmistakable and Phil just hopes his blue sea will not drown the flames.

Show Me {Phan} by PhilHasALion

~ "Why won't you just show me already?" Phil asked. "I can't," Dan said. Phil pulled away, "Will you ever show me?" Dan thought for a moment, then sighed, "Maybe." ~ Phil Lester is new at a secondary school. Here he finds a boy who intrigues him; Daniel Howell. He's too mysterious to ignore, too antisocial to get to. Dan is an artist who never reveals his work, but why? Phil is determined to find out as he falls in love with the mystery boy. What is in those pictures? **ATTENTION: I am aware that Dan and Phil are not the same age, but for the sake of this story, they are. Thank you!**

True Love Always Finds Its Way // Phan by sofiaa720

What do you do when you've been in love with your best friend for years, but you're too afraid to confess? Dan Howell has been torturing himself internally, but when he finally gets the courage to tell Phil Lester about his undying love, he gets the shock of his life. Find out if Dan ever gets through this seemingly dreadful nightmare, and if true love truly is real. *Please vote and comment! This is my first story and it would mean the world!*

He Is My Everything by AmandaAndBlake

Dan Howell and Phil Lester seem like they have the perfect life. Little do the fans know that in the privacy of their apartment, everything has fallen apart. Dan's Chapters - Amanda Phil's Chapters - Blake

The Book of Lies || Phan [[COMPLETED]] by DansPlacenta

After Dan Howell dies at the tragically young age of 26, he is greeted by death with a book. A book of every lie that anyone had ever told him. This seems like harmless fun but as he nears the end, he realized everything isn't as it seemed in life with his best friend, Phil Lester. Ship: Phan, Kickthesticks Genre: fluff/angst (no smut) Trigger Warnings: male X male, major character death, suicide, self harm, existencial questions, depression, abuse, torture situations, substance abuse and panic attacks. (i want all of you to be safe and happy whilst reading this so if you are triggered by any of these please don't read)

There is a Light That Never Goes Out (Phan) by worriedpeach

When Dan Howell goes to end his life one fateful night, he doesn't expect to meet a stranger that proposes a deal. If Dan give him thirty days, Phil will give him thirty reasons to live. If at the end of the thirty days and Dan still feels the same, then Phil will leave him alone. Warnings: mentions of suicide, smoking, overdose, alcohol, cursing, smut, depression, anxiety

Parachute. (Phan) by ThirbyPublishing

Phil Lester feels like he has no use, no more ideas. Dan Howell feels useless. They're both tired of how they feel and can't handle it anymore. They both planned to jump off the tower bridge, but when they meet sparks ignite.

Tongue Tied { Phan } by PepsiTigress

'Sometimes the reason I'm so tongue tied is because my brain moves a mile a minute when he's around me. Phil Lester is my hero.' Dan Howell is friendless, suffering in silence, and, without a doubt, invisible to his entire school. He is used to rejection from all of his peers, even his younger brother. No matter what Dan does, he's never noticed by anyone. Or so he thought. Phil Lester, a senior, so happened to have noticed Dan this entire time. Phil begins to show Dan what true friendship is whilst Dan begins to fall for the other. While Dan is being pried open by Phil, Dan is finding out about secrets Phil has been hiding for many years from everyone else in the school. The two discover that they are both in need of each other because without the other, they're incomplete.

Unrequited Love [boyxboy] 〈Phan〉【COMPLETED】 by b0sburning

Phil has a massive crush on Dan, and it keeps getting bigger with every passing moment of his life. Phil is always envious when Dan gets in a relationship or he hits on someone, but he's scared to tell him. Until he finally does. He didn't get the reaction he expected. Rejection. Dan soon realized his mistake, and that in his heart he had something for Phil all along. ----------------- Copyright to TheRealDanIsOnFire 2015 The story is in Phil's POV (point of view) unless I say otherwise. DISCLAIMER: I do not own Dan and/or Phil (unfortunately) or any ideals connected to them.

Midnight || Phan {Complete} by somesortofuser

Daniel Howell and Phil Lester have gone through a lot together. ***TRIGGER WARNING- SELF HARM / SUICIDE ATTEMPTS / DEPRESSION / HOMOSEXUALITY /SAD/ANGST***

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Midnight || Phan {Complete} cover

On The Run [phan]

He darkened his hair with the gloves that came with the kit. Running his destructive fingers over his head. How could he be so reckless? Shaking his head as if for a split second he thought that would rid the terrifying thoughts that swam through it. Maybe the dye will kill his thoughts? If only it were that easy. Defeated Phil Lester runs from his past life hoping to find a peaceful new beginning. He is greeted by a quaint coffee shop nestled in the middle of a quiet town constantly plagued by rain. Soon he sets his eye on Dan Howell a young boy with an appetite for poetry and a hand for art. The fire in his eyes is unmistakable and Phil just hopes his blue sea will not drown the flames.