Amnesia || phan
phanticals
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  • Reads 1,811
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  • Parts 11
  • Time 46m
phanticals
Ongoing, First published Jul 11, 2015
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Little by little, fragments of memories slowly came back to Dan; and slowly, he knew he'd unravel the truth. He didn't know what had happened, why and how it happened to him. He had no one with him, and he wanted nothing more than to just stay away and be illiterate and ignorant from the truth.

The memories soon became a puzzle piece; slowly portraying a deep, dark, sad but inevitable truth. It was too harsh for Dan to take it.

Too, too harsh.
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