I Wanted To Be Love...

Its been a long time since someone loved me,

It seems like 50 years,
My mind is full of fears.

My family say they love me,
But it’s really not a lot,
I need someone who’s only mine,
And I know that they are not.

I have friends- I should be happy,
My life should be a happy zone
But I’m deprived of any love,
I am feeling so alone.

Is it so hard for someone to love me,
Am I really that adverse?
I just want to be loved, and love alike,
Must I live with this curse?

I’m told love will come to me
With patience I’ll succeed,
But is sitting back and waiting,
Really going to get me what i need?

Am I being too demanding,
Is it my fault I’m by myself,
I’m willing to be someone else.

I just want to be loved,
Shouldn’t this be a simple task?
I just want appreciation,
Is this too much too ask?