chasing | k.s.j

do you know I've been trying to chase you down for years?

it's like a repeating game of cat and mice everyday,

once my fingers get close to yours, you run off again.

but it's okay,

I'll keep following you.

I'll follow you to the end of the world.

you keep attempting to lead me away, but if I could walk away I would've left you alone by now.

even though it hurts,

even though sometimes I feel like I will give up,

even though you might not even hold our memories of us dear to your heart like I do,

I'll cling onto my last hope.

so don't push me away, it'll only make me want you more.

seeing you sad makes me feel a little better knowing you're suffering at least a little of my own pain.

it's getting harder and harder to run faster.

i don't want to see your retreating figure,

I want to be right there, holding you close.

i don't want to leave you alone anymore, but then..

who will accompany my pathetic foolish heart?