My testimony
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Complete Tue, Jul 14, 2015<5 mins
Ok my mom's partner was a drunk she drank non-stop as soon as I know what the problem this was I decided that my mom is right and we should move it was hard on all of us especially the night that we got all the house fixed up that we spent the night there after my mom got in a physical fight with her partner after two holes in wall mom made it out without a scratch but her purse didn't as it flew out the window I felt alone I felt like I was the only one who understood my feelings so I didn't tell anyone I kept it inside of me which was not good for me I started going to church and wanted to understand the Bible just didn't I didn't understand why I had to study the Lords word but then I heard him he was giving me a purpose in life I listened and I started reading the Bible and came across a verse Matthew chapter 7 verse seven it basically says if you pray he will answer. He is always there and it says it doesn't matter how long u pray he is always there. God works miracles.
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