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Hi. My name is Anna and I made this story to tell yous a bit about my life and to as of why I may be the way I am if you have ever talked to me.
Just a little note to those whom self harm: Your life isn't as bad as it seems. You may think that no one cares or that no one is there for you or that even no one understands you or feel your pain. There are tons of people in this world who care, people who are there for you and people do know how you feel and what you're going through.
No matter what it is. You may feel alone, but you aren't. There are people willing to help if you just let them in. Don't push them away and make them feel useless. The more you push them away, the more they don't want to help. Keep your head up, smile bright and fight with all of your might :) Don't give up, stay strong.
If you need anyone to talk to, I'm right here :)
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