What if I can't leave you alone?" He says invading my personal bubble again. "I can't just stay away from you Xan, I won't. If I can be as close to you as I am now. I will be." Oh sh*t. Don't look in his eyes. He leans in closer and closer, damn does this boy bathe in cologne because he just smells great! He's so close I can feel. His breath on my lips. So close I can feel his lips touching mine slightly. If I moved or if he did we would be kissing. Oh, how I want to feel his lips on mine, they look soft. Girlfriend! I pull back quickly. "You still have a girlfriend, we can be friends but nothing more, I will not be the reason you hurt her". I walk away feeling light headed. Breath! Just breath! I was that close! Too damn close, I am a lot of things but I will not be a home wrecker. I will not! ****
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