to get to where you are.

to get to where you are.

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Last published Wed, Jul 15, 2015

amazingphil danhowell danisnotonfire phillester

a lonely dan howell finds himself with a crush on internet sensation phil lester, but is left with one simple problem: theyre 5000 miles apart.

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