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Nepenthe

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Reads 18
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Parts 2
Time 5m

dontfeedmeplantfood

Mature

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Nepenthe : (noun)
     Something that can make you forget grief or suffering. 

My nepenthe is crystal meth. 

The second the pipe touches my lips, the moment the flame dances merrily below, the instant I inhale I'm in absolute ecstasy. 

I can feel nothing, and everything all at once. 

I can taste happiness, and smell heaven. 

But if only I had known. 

If I had known I would never have tried it. 

I would give up every single uneventful, nirvana-like high I ever experienced just to replace the image of her mangled body. 

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Due to drug use, violence, language, and other graphic events this story is rated Mature. Reader discretion is advised. 

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