Nepenthe

Nepenthe : (noun)
Something that can make you forget grief or suffering.

My nepenthe is crystal meth.

The second the pipe touches my lips, the moment the flame dances merrily below, the instant I inhale I'm in absolute ecstasy.

I can feel nothing, and everything all at once.

I can taste happiness, and smell heaven.

But if only I had known.

If I had known I would never have tried it.

I would give up every single uneventful, nirvana-like high I ever experienced just to replace the image of her mangled body.

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Due to drug use, violence, language, and other graphic events this story is rated Mature. Reader discretion is advised.

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