How To Win Her Back

-October 15, 2012, Present Time-
The day was perfect, the sun was shining the brightest it ever had and the sky was the bluest of blues. The grass we sat on was green and soft. Her fingers intertwined with mine. They were warm and soft reminding me of the sun that was beating on our backs. I said something and she laughed. We got up and it started raining. She started running and I quickly caught up to her. We fell to the ground. She was on top. We kissed and God, the sparks ran through my body, just like any other time she would kiss me. She pulled away and rolled off of me into the soft, wet grass. She lifted her hand and pointed at something in the sky, a rainbow. It was beautiful, just like her. The last thing I heard was her adorable laugh before it was washed out by the sound of my alarm clock.
My eyes opened wide and my arm habitually reached over and felt where she should be, except it was cold as ice. Just like it always was.
Two years since the biggest mistake of my life and I still wake up and hope she would still be there.