It will never be the same.

December 25th, 2013.

It was a cold day. The snow was falling from the sky on the ground. I stood there with Justin. He was holding my hands.

''What about us?'' I asked. My eyes filled with tears.

''We're over Ari, it's the best. For both of us.'' Justin said.

''You do this only for Selena. You love her, huh?'' I said. I let go his hands.

It stayed silently.

''Ok, it's clear,'' I said. I felt a tear rolling down over my cheek.

''Don't cry babe, it will be ok.'' Justin said as he wiped my tears away.

''No Justin, it will never be the same. Don't even touch me again.''

''I'm sorry sweetheart. I have to go.'' he said. He gave me a kiss on my forehead and walked away.

My world was ruined. Justin just walked away out my life. Forever. I have lost him. Thanks Justin. Merry Christmas too. I took a deep breath and walked through the snow my way back to home. I just wanted to cry all day and night. I can't let him go. He's my everything. Why would he do this to me. I'm so much better than Selena.