Am I worth the trouble?
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Last published Tue, Jul 14, 2015
A girl named lilac, has always asked if she is even worthy on this world, but when the striking Ryker appears does that all change? Lilac is a girl that doesn't open up to anyone and pushes people away, but the question is WHY? Why does she do such things? But what happens when she walks into a new school and the schools bad boy who is the popular boy leaves her wishing for nothing but him, making her forget everything that really matters, what happens when she tries to stay away from him, is she really doing him a favour well she thinks she is anyway or is she really just hurting herself by doing such things. What does her life mean because since she has laid her eyes on him her world has changed completely but the question is it for worst or good that her worlds been tipped.
Ryker finds his mate but why does she try to run, was it that bad. All he wants is her to be safe and to be around her but with her never opening up it is only causing him pain, he wants to know her be with her care for her and most of all love her but what will he do when he finds out about her past and who she really is. Can he keep the promise he made himself to protect her no matter the coast
Want to know what this is all about then the only way to ever find out about the story of Lilac and Ryker is too read this story. (Bold is mind link, and Italics is there wolf taking)
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