Finding Myself {A Flarke Fanfiction}
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I was once called a peacekeeper. The carefree, lover of life. Once, but not now.
Now, I don't even think I can call myself a human. Not after what I did.
The truth is, as soon as my finger hit the trigger, everything changed. Not only did I lose Clarke, but I lost myself.
All that's left of me now are bits and pieces, waiting to be put back together, or pushed away and forgotten. So here's the real question: Which one will it be?
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