Fly: A Phan AU (boyxboy)
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**WILL PROBABLY NEVER BE COMPLETED**
What happens when a brown-haired, brown-eyed, depressed teenager comes face to face with a beautiful, raven-haired, blue-eyed man with a huge fate-deciding secret? What happens if that teenager learns the big secret of that "man"? Will that end it all?
Read to find out!:)
Trigger(s):
-Self-harm
-Suicidal thoughts
-Possible gay slurs??
**LOTS OF FLUFF DO NOT PANIC!!**
(I have changed my user to "vaporwavekyle". My original user was "Avery_JustPhantastic".)
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