All eyes on You

The name is Tasha washington, im 17 years old and i go to elk wood high.Just to let yall know i stopped fucking wit people cuz nobody cares about me except my girl nae,barly my boyfriend mayson even tho he said he does, i know you dont drive to see yo mama everyday @ 2:00 am, and Mostly mad dad since he took custody of me since my mom became a drug addict then left her bf rape me at age 11 cheating on my dad.Speaking of my father he in the army so we move alot, oh yeah i forgot my brother tayvion,hes okay i guess but over protective, i love him but im fine, he never let me talk to nobody in his dang Gang.Since everybody acting brand new not giving 2 fucks about me ima do what ever i want! At times i do dumb things but there for good reasons,The only one that understands me is his friend bryce thats in his gang, i never new a thug can have a heart but should i have listened to my brother? will this leave me to trouble loving a guy in a gang? oops