I Wish
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Last published Thu, Jul 16, 2015
I wish I had tried harder. I wish the butterflies in my stomach would calm down whenever she was near. I wish my heart would stop trying to fly out of my chest when we talked. I wish she was mine and I was hers.
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Emily has always been there for Hotch, especially after Haley, and he finds himself trapped by his own emotions. After a case requires the team to do something they had never done before, both Emily and Hotch find themselves doing what they'd never thought would happen. But when the case takes a serious turn of events, can they both make it out alive? And if they do, could their love survive?
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