The need to Die
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Last published Tue, Mar 5, 2013
This is a diary that follows a year in the life of Valerie Sucoma. Follow her on her struggle to stay strong, and ignore the pain inflicted upon her. Her need to remember that you cant ignore your troubles, only face them. This is no fairy tale, it's real life, and sometimes, there's no happy ending. (This is all fictional, all names and events recorded here are made up.) All rights reserved ©Copyright 2013
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