More than me (#Wattys2015)

“That is not what Geek means to me. We are more than the hobbies that we do or the things that we like. To me, Geek means an outsider, a rebel, a dreamer, a creator, a fighter. It's a person who dares to love something that isn't conventional.”
―Felicia Day
** I hate cards but I love books. Completely hate them- the 'them' being the cards- or it or whatever the hell you call a deck of cards these days. Maybe its because my dad's a gambler or the ironic fact that i utterly suck at maths. I don't know and to be honest, i don't care. Okay maybe i care a little to be writing about cards in my diary today. Does that make me crazy-or maybe asking, in this case, writing in my diary if this makes me crazy is actually crazy. God I've got to see my therapist- granted i actually have one. Okay even I'm getting a little confused now. Let the record show that i do not have a therapist, i like to think of 'My doctor' as 'My therapist' . Because come on, having a therapist makes you sound sophisticated, way way more sophisticated. Not exactly a date site worthy description- not that i want to go on a date sight or anything nor that I'm against people who go on date sites, its just that i'd rather spill my life out to a person-thats educated in helping me emotionally- and keeps our "talk'' confidential than people who live for gossiping ......... unlike a deck of cards that are open to the world i want to be a closed book, not open to anyone but my 'therapist', my three cats and my auntie. Completely perfect.
~Caroline Halters diary, 19th May 2008
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~ H.M