Plainly Exhausted
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Siguro you would think it would be shallow if I say na gusto ko ng magpakamatay because of the challenges I face. Maybe you would say, "ang hina mo naman! Problema lang yan, may solusyon pa dyan!" But, I'm tired of finding solutions for my problems. Nakakasawa ng pakinggan ang iniisip ng mga tao tungkol sayo.
Magaling mang mag-advice, di pa rin sapat dahil you can't apply it to yourself. Parang di ko na kaya. Maraming dahilan kung bakit ayaw ko na, pero siguro, one reason is that life is monotonous, lonely, depressing, disappointing, exhausting.
I just have one favor to ask: please remember me.
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