Holding On Forever (I was stupid & young; DO NOT READ)
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We were inseparable. Nobody could drag us anywhere without us demanding to be with the other. We were everything to each other and never did fight. We protected each other, helped each other and kept each other happy. In every sentence, there is a key word: were…could…did…protected…and kept. Everything was now in the past. Once my best friend Shay threw every bit of our friendship away, I ran away from the hurt he gave me. How could he throw away over 10 years of friendship just to hang out with the populars? With that screwing up my mind, I came home that day to realize I was moving. I happily agreed not caring about anything else anymore because Shay was my rock, my knight in shining armor. With me being a nerd back then, I’ll be picked on. So I left, hoping to never come back or to see his face every again. Unfortunately, for me; my parents send me back to my hometown 5 years later, alone. Even worse, fate makes me go to his school and occasionally see him more than I wanted. Will I ever get past his betrayal and forgive him even if he’s trying to find his way back in my heart? Or will I just forget about our past and treat him like a stranger? One thing for sure; I don’t really know what to do…. ***On Hold Till I See More People Actually Enjoying It***
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