Blades | a.i |
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Last published Thu, Dec 15, 2016
40 million children are subjected to abuse a year. I so happen to be one of those people. Abuse can come in many ways verbal, physical, etc. Physical abuse is one of the most common, It also effects the person mentally. I so happen to be one of the physical abuse victims. Most of the people who are abused in any way can be mentally scarred with many issues, one being with trust. I so happen to be one of those people. It was a normal day got up to get my coffee, shower, get dressed. Though it was a "normal" day it changed, when I met him. Thats when my world went from upside down to right side up. We became friends, then we became more. The real question is will he be able to cope with my dysfuctional life? Will he be able to understand how much being with me will mess up his life as well? Will it last till he can't handle it anymore? If i'm being completely honest I don't think so.
Oh yes, I almost forgot my name is Alex.
WARNING: Suicidal thoughts and self harm read at own risk
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