When a white rose turns red

It's been nearly a year since Sebastian passed and I haven't been with another guy since let alone barely talked with anyone. Hi my name is Mesuci Asawa sometimes people call me Mesuci-chan rite now I'm with My Lord in the garden we all loved Sebastian ever so much but My Lord acts like it's not a problem. Later on that knight when I was just getting out of the shower I heard a noise like a door opening I didn't think much about it. I put on my panties and a whit blouse the walked to my room. My eyes filed with tears "Se-Sebastian"? I stuttered. He had that smile on his face like he always did I ran to him. I buried my face in his chest "Don't ... Don't ever leave me again"! I pleaded. He patted my head "I promise I won't". He chuckled. I looked up at him his innocent red eyes the look on face I gave him a kiss. He put his arms around me I wrapped my arms around his neck the kiss broke faster then I though "If it's ok tonight can or we can just enjoy what we have now I chose to enjoy.