"I sat there in the crowd surrounded by thousands of people. Singing, screaming, going crazy. But I sat there in the moment. Looking around me things were going in slow motion. I saw girls swinging there arms to the side and back, I saw fingers pointing to the stage, front row hands reaching to touch one of the artists on the stage. I got up, my head spinning. And then I heard his voice. "Demi !" I ran. I saw heads turn around. Everything was a blur at this moment. I honestly didn't know why I came here in first place. I never should have gotten here. Those are the last things that go on in my head before I crash to the floor"