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do & die [h.s]

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Time 5h 56m

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I stare at myself in the mirror, my vision blurry from my tears, my hands tremble as I touch my reflection. It's not because of how I look, but because of the horrible person I've become. I thought being a bad girl was cool, that's why I've always pretended to be one. I guess I never really were a bad girl, I was too good to be a bad girl. I never knew this would be my fate, I never knew I would be experiencing things I should've never experienced, I never knew I'd be dealing with killers and drug addicts, I never knew I'd also be one of them. 

(This fanfiction is a collaboration between capillarry and rosetodagger on Wattpad)
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