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the one thing people don't know.. about me..
the one thing I hide so well....
I try so hard to act okay..
I'm never okay
sometimes I think is it alright to leave..
but I think I'll regret it...
fuck Lilly get it through your head..
you'll NEVER be good enough.
you'll NEVER be worth it..
worth anything.
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