A Wife's Agony(On-Hold)

I can handle the pain that I get from him because I love him and I will do anything for him. I might be blind in love but my love for him is just overflowing. I don't know if I should give up on him or not. My brain says leave him but my heart says I wanna stay with him because I love him way too much. I don't know long I can keep up with the pain that Skylar Jayde Walker is giving me. I am Jamylin Ysabell Milazea- Walker and I'm the suffering wife