A Beautiful Disaster
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Last published Sat, Jul 18, 2015
April 1st is a day full of laughter, jokes and happiness. You could lie and get away with something because that's the whole idea right? Well, April 1st is a burden for me. It was the day I was born. My parents thinks it's a miracle but for me, it's a whole new start to living hell. I guess by stereotypes, people would call me goth. Why? Because I have a dark soul, quiet and most importantly I have the burden of being depressed. I am an alcoholic drug addict who cuts, skips on her meals and half of time finds new ways to kill herself. The title "Stupid useless bitch" everyone gives me fits me well. It swallowed me alive to the point I started believing it and here I am on top of building about to jump on my birthday when a beautiful disaster, unexpected miracle saved me.
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