My life as a trans guy
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Last published Mon, Aug 10, 2015
Present tense diary.
I guess I made this for myself really, to read back on in the (hopefully near) future if I ever do become socially accepted as Alec.
If you do decide to read this book, I do have to warn you that my family aren't at all supportive and my life is difficult at the moment.
My female name is Ellie. Not at all masculine.
I haven't yet cut my hair or proceeded to change my style.
These are all things I hope for in the future.
Love, Alec.
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