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Lost Without Them (Ashton Irwin Story)

SilentlyFighting

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Reads 170,036
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Parts 45
Time 9h 20m

SilentlyFighting

5sos ashtonirwin bullying calumhood cutting disorder eating lukehemmings michaelclifford selfharm siblings sister swearing touring

(Previously called I Draw Too...)

They all think its so easy. Having a famous brother, famous friends.
But it has never been easy... 
It never will be.

(TRIGGER WARNING-- This contains some mentions of self harm,  if you do not feel comfortable with this then please dont feel forced to read this book. I am too forgetful to put warnings in everytime so I am putting the warning here instead. There will also be swearing in various places so be warned. Just so you know...)All Rights Reserved

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