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Parts 31
Time 4h 22m

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"Our image of love is based on books and films, basically fiction. That we accept more than to be expected. So how do we know what love is? For all we know, love could be another word for pain. "

When two innocent boys come into Lara's life, they completely transform it into something no one has ever witnessed before, and when a series of unfortunate events take place, Lara must choose who her heart belongs to: 

Lucas Grimshaw, the smart and cunning one, with beautiful blonde hair and freckles, stumbles across Lara in the most unexpected situation....His sexiness and divine beauty gets the best of Lara..........

Scotty Williams, the funny and socially - awkward nerd, who has a passion for music and  travelling, the type of guy who respects independent women..who if Lara remains loyal to, will stand by her side forever.

But when the tide comes crashing in, and the innocent mockingbirds stop singing, Lara's peaceful world takes a turn for the worst.......

Cover by: TheChronicCreator

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