Prologue: I just let them think what they want to think... But never mess what the things I wanted to do… Not all my problems can sweep away like a dust… You see me smile but inside I'm sad… you see me laugh but inside I'm dying… Love can make you do all the craziest things…Why .. Why Do I Always Feel ... I'm Always Wrong ... Every Problem .. Every Fight .. I'm Always The Reason .. </3 .. But Every Fight And You Thought That I'm Hurting You ... Who Is The One That Always Fixing The Problem Or Stopping The Fight .. Me .. I Hide My Problems Behind My Smile ... Behind My Smile Is A World Of Pain .. You Think You Know Me .. But You Don't Have Any Idea Who I Really Am ... I'm Physically .. Emotionally .. And Mentally Tired ........ Of Everything Or Every Time You Ignore Me .. Hurt Me.. Make Me Cry A Lot .. And .. Scolded Me ... I Always Smile Whenever Your Around .. But Every Time That I Smile Because Of You Makes Me Want To Kill Myself .. I Just Want The Pain To Go Away .. I Just Want The Hurting End .. I Just Want A Permanent Rest </3 .. But Before I Rest Or Die Intentionally .. I Want To Know .. Do You Really Love Me ? .. Or Are You Pretending To Really Love Me And Hurt Me Again .. Your The First Girl That Made Me Cry .. Just So You Know .. I'm Not Giving Up On You .. I Just Want You To Know The Truth .. You Know Who You Are ..All Rights Reserved