Finding her

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I dont deserve to live. I'm alone in this world. My best friend Harry ran away without telling anyone. everything was going perfectly until that one day... i used to be happy and now look at me.All Rights Reserved

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I'm 17, I lost my parents. I lost my friends. I lost everything. What's next. How much more of this can I take. Hit after hit. Kick after Kick. What did I do to deserve this. Well I'm not sticking around to find out anymore. I'm leaving. My names Megan, and this is how I found love, freedom, and a family.

I watched as the love of my life ran out of the door with tears streaming down her face. There was hurt laced in all of her precious features.It hurt me to see her cry, but it killed to know I was the reason.I sprinted after her,no shoes on and rain falling around me. She was gone, possibly forever. I am the stupidest arse to ever live I scream out in the empty street. I was alone. After Niall wins back his love things quickly turn for the worst. What will the young popstar do when nothing seems to go right and suicide is always calling out?

Her face no longer bares a smile. Her cheeks stay tear stained, and her eyes are often puffy. The joyful girl I once knew is gone. I know I could make things better. I know I could. If only she would let me in.

Harry selfharms and never feels good enough for anyone. Not even Louis. He's loved Louis since the X-Factor but does Louis feel the same way? What happens when Harry starts to get bullied, and made fun of constantly? He becomes suicidal, can't take it anymore and decides to end it all. Does he succeed?

A New Day Has Come || l.s.

Louis Tomlinson was trying his hardest to be strong. He was always depressed because of hate from the fans. Every night, he felt like angels were singing to him as he cried himself to sleep. His life was miserable and no one knew about it. That he was sad, he cried everyday...that his smiles, his laughs were nothing but fake. He held it in, unsure of what the outcome would be. His thoughts on his life often were: "What if I were to just not wake up today?" or "What if I wasn't here? Would the boys even miss me?" He knew it would never get better. If he were to quit the band...fans would eat him alive. If he continues in the band...hate would just continue to roll in. What else could he do that would stop the hate, the pain, everything...forever? He made up his mind once the boys found out...

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