No Heart Left to Use
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AU: where Castiel has a abusive family and is in high school/middle school. His life sucks until he meets the new kid Dean Winchester, what will happen next?
(Sorry bad at summary's)
[triggers, thoughts of suicide,smut,fluff,swearing]
Bring tissues and popcorn.
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