He changed my mind
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Ongoing8m
Last published Fri, Jul 20, 2018
You know how there's those times where you wish all of it would just end! But you try to end it but it doesn't work so you want to start over?! Well at age 15 I tired to end it and now I'm 23 and I'm still trying to start over but things keep getting in the way! My name is hope and I am addicted to cutting and committing suicide til one day I wanted it all to stop I wanted to change who I am!! This is my story back to normal with a little help from my best friend,the love of my life,my completion! Jesse spencer he saved me literally,mentally and emotionally! He stopped me before I did something,and walked in on the right times when I was about to pass out because I did something stupid! He made me promise I would stop and I did till my mother called telling me something I was afraid Jesse would tell me after awhile but he is still here and he's my fiancé and I couldn't be happier.....so I thought
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