"You can't stop the future you can't rewind the past,the only way to learn the past... is to press play..." My name is Ruby I am 15 yrs old. I have been through so much that you will never understand just to think about it. At the end of the day, I always make sure to keep a smile on my face, but who am I kidding? If you just read this book you will understand why is it so hard just to smile and let happiness walk in my life. Now grab my hand and I'll walk you to through my journey.