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Still Trying [phan/boyxboy]

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He always felt like nothing. Just another person among seven billion others. 

"I am useless. The world would be better without me."

He felt as unique as a tree - seen everyday, gone everyday.

"I'm just another burden; the difference in society, the thing that makes it unbalanced. Why would you stay with me?"

"Because sometimes, difference is beautiful."

For a sakura tree is out of the ordinary - the wonder only seen once in a long period of time. 

But hey, everything pretty still has a black shadow.All Rights Reserved

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Just Friends ✹ Phan by klutzyvegetarian7

I'm straight. I have always been straight. My fans like to ship me with my best friend and roommate, Philip Lester.... But we're only friends. We've lived together for a couple of years and ever since we first met, our fans have been trending "Phan" all over social media. I love Phil... But as a friend.....Only as a friend. We're just friends.

Those Who Love | Phan by mychemicalsophiee

Dan is a prince - and a different one at that. Usually you'd think that being a prince is a dream come true, but not for Dan. He just wants a normal life, normal friends, maybe a boyfriend... Finally, he gets the chance to move to a place far away from his small kingdom and live with his Auntie Eleanor. The problem? He has to pretend that he's not a prince. Lying? He's not so great at that. But for someone who wanted a boyfriend but hated the idea of love, he never expected to actually fall in love. Phil Lester. The boy with the black hair, who actually likes Dan for Dan. And so Dan can't tell him that he's a prince in a place on the other side of the world - and he wants it to stay that way. Otherwise he'll have to move back home and never return. Will everybody find out? Will his chance at a normal life be ruined? Dan finds out that not everything is always normal, and most definitely, you can never avoid being one of those who love.

For Me, For You, For Us(Completed) by LaDevotee101

#1 Phan! It's Phil's first day at Uni and all he's expecting is a quiet uneventful year filled with a lot of school work, new friends, and opportunities for his future. However everything that he thought he knew changes when he meets Daniel James Howell, hands down the most beautiful person he has ever seen, Dan intrigues him from the very start. Dan however, wants nothing to do with Phil, he's hiding a few secrets of his own and he seems to want Phil as far away from him as possible. But when destiny pulls two people together, sometimes it's best not to stay away. Warnings: sexual content M/M, abuse, assault, homophobia

The Good, The Bad, and The Dirty by HomoWriter

I wrote this when I was 13 and I'm so embarrassed of it, I wanna delete this story so bad because it's actual trash but so many people like it so I'm keeping it up. I'm so sorry I wouldn't bother reading this my writing has improved so much. Philip Lester didn't believe in Love. Until He did. Daniel Howell loved love. He couldn't wait to meet his soul mate. Little did he know his soul mate was right in front of him. Warnings⚠️ Self harm mention, rape attempt, abuse, sexual content, and death Punk!Phil and Pastel!Dan Side Pairings: Kickthepj, Fack, Jyatt and Sophia Lillis and Jeremy Taylor Started: August 7th 2018 Ended: September 29th 2018

Phan One Shots by cameronthemaneron

I dont know its 1 in the morning and I really want some phan oneshots so here Ur welcome. 2 years later- I went back and revised them all and realized most of them are in Dan's pov except maybe 2. probably cause I relate to him most, but anyhow... enjoy

Midnight || Phan {Complete} by somesortofuser

Daniel Howell and Phil Lester have gone through a lot together. ***TRIGGER WARNING- SELF HARM / SUICIDE ATTEMPTS / DEPRESSION / HOMOSEXUALITY /SAD/ANGST***

I Don't Need to Know Your Face by imsh00k

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Danny's Girl (Phan) by SmolSalmon

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The Super Amazing Saturn Project (phan fiction) (complete) by phanwhitets

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Just Friends ✹ Phan

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