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Still Trying [phan/boyxboy]
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Last published Tue, May 3, 2016
He always felt like nothing. Just another person among seven billion others.
"I am useless. The world would be better without me."
He felt as unique as a tree - seen everyday, gone everyday.
"I'm just another burden; the difference in society, the thing that makes it unbalanced. Why would you stay with me?"
"Because sometimes, difference is beautiful."
For a sakura tree is out of the ordinary - the wonder only seen once in a long period of time.
But hey, everything pretty still has a black shadow.
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