Life behind the smile
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Ongoing23m
Last published Fri, Nov 28, 2014
This isn't a love story it's the story of how I died but found love. It's not normal what I am or was but I was never healed I kept my memories I was one of the lucky ones but I have learned how to shut all emotion off can I live threw it with out the one who made me live.
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