the Last Angel

When I slowly open my eyes I don’t see anything ,
I don’t even see myself ,it was total darkness.
I try to close my eyes for a couple of seconds…
Then I count “one…two…”and I inhale heavily, “THREE!” And immediately open my eyes but nothing change.
It’s a darker than night I glimpse. I don’t know what sensation I’m feeling right now.
I really don’t know if I am standing or lying or even sitting.
There are no words that will explain what happening to me this exact moment, but one thing for sure.
I know something is terribly wrong here.
I try to walk but it’s not like walking its like I am floating like I am in the deepest part of the ocean, like I’m in the core of the universe… but I am moving slowly, so slow that there’s no gravity in where I am right now.
I touch my legs, my hands, my face just wondering if its still there. I try to yell for help but all I hear is nothing;

totally nothing.

Not even an air flowing to my ear, not even a sound of my heartbeat or a hum of a bird, its like I am inside a coffin and buried twenty feet under or inside a sound proof room ,my stepfather used to put me in when I was young when he was irritated at me.
The silence make my mind blow into pieces, tearing my body piece by piece... but that’s not what important now.
I need to get out of this place, wherever the hell I am.