"Carl!" "It had to be done (Y/N)!" I started feeling the tears flood my eyes. I dropped to my knees, dropping my gun and covering my face with my hands. He came over to try to help me up but I pushed him away. "Get away from me! How could you do that?!" I screamed at him through my cries. "(Y/N)..." Still crying I shook my head and started running in another direction still hearing people firing. I wanted to get away. Away from the prison. Carl. Everything. He wouldn't have hurt me if he loved me. I started thinking as I was running. 'What if he's in trouble? What if he needs my help? Would I want to risk my life for the person I thought loved me? Is love really worth dying for?' -Ok! So this book is probably going to be a disaster but this is my first xreader so don't hate. Or if you do try to be nice about it thanks xp This STORY is not fully completed meaning it continues in my other book so the story shall go on! (As you read the storyline and details get better. I wasn't too well at writing when I started this but my writing does get better.) THIS BOOK HAS AN OFFICIAL TRAILER JUST SEARCH "Is Love Really Worth Dying For?" IN YOUR YOUTUBE SEARCH BOX AND YOU'LL SEE IT :3 Everything that happens and the dialogue that is said (Except for the small parts I make up) I hand full credit to AMC's The Walking Dead All Characters (Except for the characters I make up -(Y/N), Gabrielle, Kiara, and Gwyn-) I hand full credit to AMC's The Walking Dead I don't recommend this book for kids under 13 seeing as this book may include violence, and slight swearing. Hope you enjoy x3