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and then you left // cth

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"you left me, cal. after everything you'd said, after every promise, you left me without even saying goodbye," my words knock the wind out of him. he doesn't know what to say, what to do. but even so, he stares into my eyes, reminding me of everything i left behind. 

my final words leave him breathless and heartbroken, maybe even more heartbroken than I was when I found out what he did to me.

"how could you do that to me?" 
...
old habits die hard.All Rights Reserved

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Want You Back by heykylaa

"Any way, what happened next?" I smile sympathetically. I wasn't going to push more out of him because I know thinking about it drains him physically and emotionally. So I lean my head on to his shoulder and think. "A promise I knew I couldn't keep." •Ashton Irwin AU• *I wrote this when I was 14/15, which is too long ago for me to like to admit, so logical no. Pure teenage angst and complex drama? Absolutely. Please enjoy this as a guilty pleasure reading lol.*

Ghost of you.. (Ashton Irwin) by AngeliccLester

"Hey Ashton. It's me again. I know it's been a few years, and I should've moved on by now but. I just can't! You're- I mean... you were the most important thing in my life. I still have the engagement ring on... Even though you're gone now.. sometimes people ask me when I'll take it off.. i always tell them never. It's a reminder of you. I miss you so much Ash.. I love you... I hope you can hear me..." I cried while placing flowers onto his grave.

Greyhound by Sprinting_Ginger

Meeting someone at your lowest point who understands the struggle you're facing can be everything, until your struggles become the reasons you're hurting each other... how do you keep on trying to move forward when all you want is to fix the things in your past..? *** Ashton Irwin Fan Fiction **please see info page for list of triggers and other important things to know before/during reading **

cold coffee - clifford by supernaturalmike

Voicemail, yet again. Taking a deep breath, I start the message. "Hey, I've called you again. This is the last one, I swear. Remember when we would chat forever and ever? We would always drink hot coffee together and talk about our pointless day. It was a daily thing, until you found someone else to occupy your time. I wasn't needed anymore, so you cast me out. I'm in our place, same spot. When you decide to meet me again, I'll be here. I won't talk to you. All that I will spare you is a small glance and some cold coffee." Ending the voicemail, I collapse back into the chair and wait for the response that will never come. cover by @xHemmingsHugsx

sad/dark 5sos imagines by nogunsintended

(trigger warnings for some chapters) these are for times when you want to read about the inevitable that involve people you love. grab some tissues in advanced ALL RIGHTS RESERVED © 2015 do not steal my imagines. if you want to use an imagine, please ask and give me all credit. please do not claim that you wrote it when you didn't. please and thank you, enjoy.

ten years. [lrh] by epihphany

'No questions. I won't ask you about your past, you won't ask about mine. The only past we talk about is ours. And no asking about my problems. Everyone has problems. Everyone can deal with them on their own.' ••••••••• TEN YEARS (2018) ©️EPIHPHANY All Rights Reserved #1 in youngblood [15.11.18] #6 in hemmings [15.11.18] #18 in 5sosfanfiction [23.03.21]

Away ≫ l.h. {COMPLETED} {EDITING} by qxeengina

"Please just go away. Forget all the memories we had, all the things we shared, forget everything. Because none of those things mattered to you." COMPLETED © 2014 Qxeengina

Remember// C.H by reallyhailey

❝I Remember you made me nostalgic for a love that hadn't even happened yet ❞ © reallyhailey 2014 (DISCLAIMER: I wrote this in 2014, so I'm very sorry for the poor grammar and punctuation)

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FOREVER || MGC [COMPLETED] by baymaxishere_

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Remember// C.H cover

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Want You Back

"Any way, what happened next?" I smile sympathetically. I wasn't going to push more out of him because I know thinking about it drains him physically and emotionally. So I lean my head on to his shoulder and think. "A promise I knew I couldn't keep." •Ashton Irwin AU• I wrote this when I was 14/15, which is too long ago for me to like to admit, so logical no. Pure teenage angst and complex drama? Absolutely. Please enjoy this as a guilty pleasure reading lol.