monster |z.m|
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MatureOngoing<5 mins
Last published Wed, Jul 22, 2015
i regret, i regreted walking out in the middle of the night to go buy cigarettes and alcohol, i regret getting a ride from the stranger, i regret allowing him to take me home only to be tooken to his house, i regret it all, the sad thing is i don't know if i regret it because i miss my family and my home or because i fell in love with him
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