"I was extremely depressed. My heart ached for Jacob, even though he clearly had gotten bored of me. It was foolish, young, blind love that I had mindlessly wandered into. Then I fucked it up and now he never wants to see me again. There's no point being here if I don't have Jacob. Nothing will ever be okay. Nobody will protect me enough, for me to be okay on my own. I had lost the only person in my life who truley cared for me and loved me, all because of my own stupid decisions."All Rights Reserved